Middle of Nowhere: My Afrikaburn Experience

Naked expression – dressing up by dressing down
14 May 2012
Losing self consciousness at Afrikaburn
15 May 2012

(This post is also on the official Afrikaburn Binnekring blog. Check it out here.)

I woke up in the middle of nowhere. The grey morning skies greeted me. While everything was still, a few people passed by me barely giving a glance. Music thumped from across the way, signifying last night’s party still going strong.

I crawled out of my sleeping bag and rolled it up. My mattress had been two bean bags pulled together. My bedroom had been the open desert. My backpack lay nearby sheltered by the bedoin of the group I had only met the day before.
Pulling out a bottle of water, I drank and splashed my face, before setting off in search of the nearest toilet. The make-shift loos were a few hundred metres away, outside of the ring that would be my home for the next week. I had no idea what the time was but it was early. Dawn. And, yet, people were alive, some early risers, some who hadn’t yet found their bed. I walked up to one woman stretching on a yoga mat and engaged in conversation.

People are so easy to talk to. I reminisce on last night, walking by myself in the darkness of the desert to the only party tent that was active. In the dark, I bumped into a girl. She smiled at me and said, “Hey!”

I “heyed” back, we slipped our arms into each others and skipped along, together, to the party, where we parted ways and, it turned out, did not again meet for the duration of the Burn.

The Burn. That’s what I have come to experience. A Burn in Africa. An Afrikaburn experience. In the middle of nowhere.

At the end of this week and several times during, I would wonder why it is that I’ve not known, not been aware, of this festival that has been regularly held six years running. Especially since so many of my friends have been attending for years, some of whom I did not even fathom that I’d bump into in the middle of the Karoo.

I have been here for a day and already I have traveled with total strangers, made new friends, danced my heart out, and duck dived in the rain. In a desert!

Now, on my way to the toilet, I chat to a girl doing yoga in the open. Later, I will, out in public, swap pants with another girl whose name I will not know. Later still, I will pose naked for photos, wearing only my camera/recorder strapped to my wrist. I will meet new people, party into the night, drink cherry brandy, sleep under stars, walk around without clothes on, randomly perform for passerbys, express my artistic side, and have a ball of a time.

[hide-this-part morelink=”This photo is of a nude me. Click to view.”]Primary Exposure More photos of a somewhat fun and nudic nature can be found here.[/hide-this-part]

I had no idea what to expect from Afrika Burn. I knew that we would be secluded in the desert. I’m a traveler, backpacker, and camper. I was relatively prepared to survive the elements. I had food and water, arranging friends to bring me stock since I travel light, I had my shock-proof, dust-proof, water-proof camera-phone on hand. My headlamp was charged and working. My tiny travel towels, emergency heat blanket and fold-away crockery were packed securely into my backpack. I was perfectly equipped.

I thought I would get bored just being out in the desert. I mean, I fell in love with the concept, reading the website, hearing what little I could glean from friends, but, seriously, what does one do for a week in the desert without ready electricity available?

I was to discover that so much happens. Too much to explore and experience in one week, that’s for sure.
The number of concept- and theme-tents, combined with the art works, the events, the amazing people that I was to engage in and with simply blew my mind. Even now as I write this, I struggle to put everything into a coherent linear line. There was just too much. Too much excitement, too much enjoyment, too much awesomeness.

I was told before heading to the Karoo that one cannot explain what Afrika Burn is. I concur. I could tell you that it’s a collection of people, 5000 strong, that are there to explore, collaborate and express. I could tell you that it’s a community of hippies and artists and performers and party-goers and adventurers who do not judge you, who are open to expression, who are there to have fun and be free. I could tell you that there are sculptures and live performances and art works and photos and food and amazing dresses and costumes and firedancing and so much more. I could tell you that it’s like a family camp-out with the most accepting, most fun, most creative family you could imagine.

But I cannot tell you how you will feel. I cannot tell you the experience of being there. I cannot tell you how much I long to return.

I long to dance in the cold rain that visited the desert. I long to duck dive in the puddles that surrounded our camp. I long to party through the night and well into the morning, dancing by myself because I lost my friends amid the darkness and phone-less-ness.

I long to relive the freedom. To meet new and interesting folk. To make life-long connections. To just stand in the middle of nowhere, naked as the day I was born, crying out to nobody and nothing that this is the happiest I have been in a long time.